Saturday, September 10, 2011


Today has been hard.

The blackness has been there all day. cant shift it.

Sobbed earlier at the tangle of emotions this has left me in.

I WILL get better. I have to. I am an emotional wreak, and its not good for the children.

I love my family so much, and hate how much this must be hurting them. i am distant, sobbing and angry.

Hopefully they wont hate me in years to come for how I am now in this short period of time.

1 comment:

  1. ((())) I hope some sunshine has returned to you in the last day or two. Keeping you in my prayers.